It has been quite alot of times that I am being called Sadist, Being called Boring because I am not who i was, I have changed myself with the stereotypes of the society. I followed my society, my company and my surroundings but I had to quit everything because that wasnt the way I wanted to live, That wasnt the way where you want to get in touch to a girl to fulfill your dreams and thoughts, The way where you had to have fun no matter if you were sad or happy because everyone around me always said that No one can make you happy unless you want to happy. While following all footsteps of how the society went, how to have fame and everything, I realised that I wasnt happy at all living that way, believing that way, It wasnt the way that was applicable to me.. And since that day I quit everything that I followed, I had to take off the fame I had, I had to close my close contacts, I didnt go out the way others wanted to. I tbought if you live your way, would you be happy? If you lived the way you think where no one can be hurted, no one to irritate you, would you be happy? Keeping these questions in mind, I started the journey to the real me and The way I was, I thought and Behaved.. No wonder, After a span of time, I got started calling Boring, Sadist etc.
I wondered and grieved, Is it really important to follow what the society says?
Is it really that important to behave the way society behaves?
I answered myself and said No!
I said I will be living the way I want to and since then Im hearing these names just because Im not who I was with the surrounding..
No one knows what a Sadist is. No one knows Ones life, No one knows what one might have been through, No one have the courage to think about others lives while Many People like me are here grieving, yelling at themselves for the vruel world they live in. Is it so Important? Is having fun so fun than satisfaction!!
A Sadist isnt A Sadist until you hear his/hers story!!